

DONE?Growing up, getting older matureing. Well if that's whats happening why do i feel so vulnerable why do i feel like i fell so short? why o i feel like im not ready?DONE?
Am i so weak? Am I so young? Am I so childish? Then why do i keep fighting? Then why do my scars never fade? Then why do I keep paying thesae bills of mine?
I feel the stares I hear the gossip I cant do anything about it "Look at him. His mother out to be ashamed" "I heard he sells drugs" "OMG" "and"
But I wont quit I cant lose in this game I


Freedom...Freedom... I now know wha i is I now have he luxurar of m own rules M own curfewsFreedom...
M own job M own recreaions
Freedom... I si alone
i wonder wha i gave up M famil
M $ o blow
M carelessness
Freedom... Was i read I does no maer because i can no move back Because have o sa i was wrong Sa i wasn read
Give up m Pride
Freedom... I ma onl ge harder
$ ma onl ge igher
i have o be srong now
I have o forge m pas
for here is no place o go bu up
freedom... Means much alone


NoiseThe ringing that refuses to cease It haunts me in the night In the midst of silence does it hide Only my the sound of my breathingNoise
Dares to complete with it With it, it brings all the pain All the horrors Ive ever known
My wrist cry out Through the noise Begging me to make it stop End this chapter This chapter of pain This chapter of suffering Crying to my soal to move on Crying to my muscles to finnaly press down I have to leave this place I NEED TO LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND I have to vlose this book call my life Because the ringing


My litlle SecretHE was once hidden He lurked in the shadows Behind his wall Wall of hate Wall of anger He never showed fear He never showed fear He only showed rageMy litlle Secret
He was once protected Protected from hurt Protected from turmoil Protected from LOVE But then she came She saw through the Bull shit
She crushed through the wall he had built He loved her He cared for her She had accomplished what only one other had She saw him for who he truely was She didnt know what she meant to him He couldnt tell her He didnt show it &nb


january.So I guess this is where I left my life... I walk to the old spot where we used to go, and sit alone in the corner... watching my breath dissapear in front of me.january.
I still remember that night in January We were both so cold but we didn't care... All we wanted was an hour to ourselves to get away from the rest of the world with their stares and taunts. Now I return to this place for an hour without you Our laughs still echo off the walls as I sit here. Head in hands I begin to cry, and I hear us whisper to each other in the dark...
"I love you." &n
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I've learned that when life hands you lemons, a bird will always shit in your lemonade.
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Into every life a little rain must fall. I must be living for several people.
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Appreciate sex, don't destroy it.
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