Crazy4you

Is it worth it? this as with many thing fly though my mind Clouding my mind of my ultimate goal. I just keep thinking how my life would have been if It had never happened If i had never met him If i had never told him how i felt I wander if it is worth it as a drop of blood spllashes the ground. I cant help wondering what would life be like if they didnt know. If i had never told even one other and just kept it between us Nobody would have figured me out No one could bash my dreams into oblivion I would be able to hide all these things from every one as i always had. I remain undecided as if it is worth it as the drops turn to st

Its coming I know it The Day all goes to Hell The Day I stumble. One Day I may be able to stand alone Weither I am able to or not i will be forced to. Its Coming The day the floor falls through The Day I cant stop, hold back. One Day i will be able to speak out Weither its to late or not I cant know The Day is Here, Now Im not ready Im not strong enough Im not ready to stand out Im in trouble and no one can stop  me From sinking Sinking into the darkness I am pulling away from all i care for I cant stop Its to late

Trust is an important ingredient in just about everything we hold close in our hearts.  It has been the bases of our country, and we have strayed so far.  You see, that in order for anything to work between people, they have to trust each other.  Now in the past it has brought unbelievable upsets in countries , and it has built the most powerful kingdoms known to man.  Now, see this, the thing about love is that once it is lost it can never be regained to what it once was.  You may be able to learn to trust someone again, but there will always be that llittle something in the back of your head, nagging, telling you that this peice of shit doe

Its time for you to see me for me. for you to actually listen. for you to be stopped Its time For me to stand up for me to be strong for me to do what is right Its time For us to realize what is to come for us to come to a resonable agreement for us to recognize each others pains and tortures Its time To grow up

So its comes, The time trust is needed. Trust I dont have Because i shot it all away. When I lied before and you knew, But now i dont lie but you dont have the trust in me. Im scared shitless, Because theres nothing for me to say. Only "I dont know" flows out. And you are used to my vainful explainations, But i have none today. I will never have any, because you took my breath away. Im sorry i lied to you before, But i told you id try to stay out of trouble. And before you trust me at all, I get pushed over the edge. I cant defend myself, But i hope you still have love, for me. I dont know what to say Q except That i love

Drops of me Falling to the floor Its feeling like forever watching it fall closer and closer My mind races looking for a reason a reason for the madness My life is good My man is faithful My family is standing behind me but things are somehow not just right I look the world over but the answer eludes my grasp everytime Drops of me falling to the floor I cry out Where is my help now even though it is my fault My fault they are gone I pushed them away They seemed never to let go I wished i was alone And now my wish is granted At the time i most regret The time i most need them Drops of me turn to streams the specs

dont quit on me Ive been here long enogh to be treated like im here for you to know ill help i wont quit It was best said Quiters never win If you quit now youve done eerything in the past in vain for nothing Dont quit on me I know your strong Yeah i know you life aint perfect but dont let them win you just like me in that  you to hard headed for that It aint right you leavin us the ones that care its selfish to... QUIT Dont quit on me dont quit on me you are better than that its to embarassing to LOSE

Like the boy who cried wolf I was caught lying before But now when i need him Im caught all alone This bullshit holds me down Unable to move Like the boy who cried wolf They dont believe me They dont even care Theyve grown numb To my calls for help Like the boy who cried wolf I am shuned to the side I am not even heard as  I cry, I didnt do it I didnt do it Like the boy who called wolf Im not believed The THREE times I call I plead my innocence But i speake to deaf ears Like the villager who heard you turned on me you didnt believe me You had no respect for me All because i tricked you before.

I love you And I know you feel the same But on days like this I get so confused I hate that your not happy I try to help All I get is a door shut in my face I try and try But no matter how hard I push YOu seem to keep me out I try to open up to you There aint much here But i let you see me None the less I get so confused watching you push me away When just alittle bit ago we were laughing and cuddling I wish i could see inside of you watch your heart As you change. Maybe i could help Id try i promise but you have to let me in I know i dont really deserve it but i want you to open your whole mind The fun the

I watch you talk I watch you laugh I watch you point You must think I cant hear you You must think Im blind You think I dont care Why do you say those things Why do you pretend to hide them Why not just tell me Your not scared, are you? YOu know i dont care, just dont think your being sneaky about it Im done Ive been forced to watch you laugh I cant fathom why Why you plan to hurt me Why you plan to destroy me WHY YOU CANT DO YOUR OWN DIRTY WORK But all i will continue to do is watch. Watch you pretend Just watch.

So I guess this is where I left my life... I walk to the old spot where we used to go, and sit alone in the corner... watching my breath dissapear in front of me. I still remember that night in January We were both so cold but we didn't care... All we wanted was an hour to ourselves to get away from the rest of the world with their stares and taunts. Now I return to this place for an hour without you Our laughs still echo off the walls as I sit here. Head in hands I begin to cry, and I hear us whisper to each other in the dark... "I love you." "I love you too." I scream out to God but I get no reply. I guess even He is too b

This is a tale of two hearts Two boys who felt so strong One had the prettiest blue eyes And a personality like none the other one had ever seen He could always make him laugh He always melted into those eyes The other one was strong And so beautiful in the blue eyes of the other They touched each others hands and a spark ingited between them Nothing could stand in their way Their love was so strong, or so it seemed And they would always be there for one another Together forever is what they believed Forever, until the day the strong boy was taken away Tears poured from the blue eyes He screamed out and wondered why He never